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I Almost Said

khova

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i look at you
and i think i see, maybe
something that i caused
or maybe it is a mirror
and it is my own reflection that gives me pause
words i want to say; i won't
feelings that sometimes surge; i don't
when i do speak, my thoughts ramble
my tongue twist and my words come out
settling random, incoherent,
their true meaning never to exist
so many things i want to say
for you to understand
it hurts me not to give you all
but take so much in return
thinking that you don't know
what you truly mean
how your friendship is like the sun
your rays growing me
your light a guidance that i followed
when my soul grew dark
your company
like a bed to a travel worn stranger
comforting, inviting, warm
you give so much
and i give so little
you reveal so much
while the words i pass dwindle
you mean a lot to me
more then you would ever guess
at times when my defenses are low
i want to tell you but i know what i feel ebbs and flows
like life every day is not the same
some days are brighter, some are darker, some are nicer
my mood changes with the days, my feelings sways in different ways
of course i will never tell you how i truly feel
i just was never built like that
but i just wanted you to know that i care
on those days that you think i don't
on those days that i say i won't
on those days when i'm never around
my thoughts do linger on you
and remember the times i almost said that i . .

06/22/2008

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End My Lifetime

khova

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Darkness encase
as my breath escapes
the world of light
replaced
by darkned sight
the will to conitnue
has left my chest
my heart slows
in anticaption of death
after a century foretold
the years did fly
from start of birth
to end of life
when i look back
i give thanks to he
for letting me exit
with time to reflect
the things i did
the lives i changed
the people i met
with no regrets
amen

06/07/2008

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She in HIS Image

khova

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Dear god

I do not know the sins I keep

Yet unto you I know I sinned

For now my heart you do not now hold

My conversation you have dimmed

You do not walk with me

Or occupy my place

I hear your voice

and bear the frown upon your face

To be human is to err

and to err is human

But perfect I can not be

to be me is a crime

that seems I transgress constantly

To be concerned

to Worry

To care

it is just me

thou you know I don't worship

any god but thee

for self to be different from you

for self to be just like you

is that why you forsaken me?

06/06/2008

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Upon The Rose

khova

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upon the rose my soul did wept
a tear of sadness sorrow joy and glee
to have wandered and found a touch happiness
a choice to be set free

I stumbled into her realm of will and grace
wrapped in a familiar warmth
the warmth of apple pie and butterflies
so subtle like a gentle hand
resting upon the inner thigh

I held her hands and embraced her touch
my eyes intertwines with she
realizing that my journey continues
enlighten by the new soul that stands near me

Never will I be perfect
that ideal man of fairy tales and dreams
I strive to be the best I can
but something glows fiercely deep in me

It is like a fleeting glance
a sparkle in her eye
it is like the tenor of her voice
the way her smile just says hello

it is like a gentle wind
a comfortable hug
like someone you always wanted to know
it is like so many things
a majority of nothing you'll ever see
like life intangibles suddenly becoming clearer to me

Once again I feel the tug
Like destiny I can’t deny
and in all my sins and past transgression
at judgment day I won't cry
with no religion and nothing to care
not much waits after I die
I only live once, and to once deny
is to not live your whole life
regretting the path you stride

06/02/2008

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Why When I Think Of You

khova

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Why when I think of you
My winters are a little warmer
My summers a little cooler
The stars shine brighter
And the world is at peace

Why when I think of you
My soul seems to glow
My mind remembers
My thoughts do flow
Finally resting upon the day
When my eyes behold
The first smile resting across your face

Why when I think of You
I'm Mad at the destiny for not knowing you sooner
I'm Mad at fate for not joining us quicker
I'm Mad at him for not telling me for so long
That there exist someone as beautiful as you

Why when I think of you
I know my life has been fulfilled
Knowing for the rest of my days I have a love like you

05/22/2008

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Harsh Light, Brigh Light

khova

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Harsh light,
Bright Light,
My actions consume the thoughts I dare choose
The uwiliingness in my will
the hestation in my steps
To have come so far
Yet stayed so near
My goal shines
not so far away
Sun like
my goals shines
so so far away
Sun Like
to See it
but never reach
to want it
but never partake
to ever walk towards it
to feel its heat
to warm in its glow
but never reach that goal
never own that sun
never have its brillance
yet content to bask in its glory.

05/20/2008

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